A change
Well… After this week’s debacle of a weigh in, I decided on something. I need more help. I need more than me and my skills. I need food - preprepped. At least until I can get a handle on myself. I joined Jenny Craig. I should be starting in one week (I’m doing the direct plan from home since I couldn’t stand the consultants at my local center). We’ll see how it goes. I gasped a little at the cost. But my weight is out of control. Apparently this is my “scary weight.” The last time I went on JC (they still had my records) I lost 26 pounds with them. The start weight then? 0.2 pounds off my current. Lord. I want to be a MILF. I want to be healthy for me, true. But I also looked at it as if I wasn’t me. Objectively, looking from the outside, is this person I’ve become the mother I want for my children? No. The wife I’d want for my husband? No. We’ll see how it goes.
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