Archive for 'spirit'
Big Girl Panties
I’ve GOT to get that waaaaah post off the top.
Bottom line is this. I have a job. Perhaps something will fall into my lap. Perhaps not. Perhaps I’ll spend the next 4 years paying off student loan debts off from an away from home job. So be it.
I’ve got my Big Girl Panties back on.
Trapped
I’m feeling rather down today. I know I need to give it time, but I was really hoping to find a job from home. Looks like that’s not meant to be. Technically, I can go home in 2012. 4 years from now - when all our student loan debt would be paid off. Which, in [...]
Count Your Blessings
I’ve been a little glum for a couple of days. Partly because I haven’t felt great, and partly because of my impatience for things in my life I’m waiting on to just BE DONE already. Poe. Great husband. Great father. Yes, he has [...]
So - Listing my blessings in an attempt to look positively on my life.
Save a Life
There are various people and organizations I give to on an ongoing basis, as well as as the need comes up. I feel that I’m in a place now where I can give back financially. I don’t usually share that information either. I don’t know. It seems braggy in some way, [...]
Solitude
It’s 12:30 in the morning. I’m sitting in the easy chair, watching HGTV. Everyone is asleep.
Solitude.
It’s rare in this house.
I want to write. The process of getting words out in a space. The restful clicky-clack of the keys as I type. Emptying of my mind.
The problem is… I’m in a really good place right now. [...]
Blahs
I’m tired and I want to go home.
Not exactly inspirational or inspiring is it?
But true. oh so true.
This hamster wheel of a life is draining me. Slowly draining me. Today, I have no motivation to do anything positive, and I hate that. Granted, it’s that “time o’ month” so, I’m more lethargic and cranky than [...]
malaise
All day today I’ve been pissy. Well… Bitchy would be a better term. Screeching and such. Every little thing a major annoyance. Perturbed. The kind of day where in the span of a half hour you drop everything you touch, you get a couple of papercuts, and then you spill water all over the inside [...]
He is Risen
He is Risen Indeed
Please take time, today, if you are a Christian, to truly recognize in your heart and mind what the resurrection means. What He went through, what it means for Him to resurrect, and what it means for your life - and your life hereafter. Remember the destination - while living [...]
Ambivalence of the Spirit
I’ve been finding myself changing. I think it’s a good thing. I feel like it’s God working on me. My values, my priorities, where my life is going, what I’m doing with the time I have.
Good. These are all good things.
I feel, however, like I’m the verge of something in my life. Something big, some [...]
What to write
I’m sitting here, looking at the blank page, wondering what in the world to write. And I don’t know.
There’s all kinds of things going on… I just… don’t seem to have the brain cells to assimilate them here. Hmmm.
I’m struggling with a lot lately. There’s the plain, old fashioned stress of dealing with a marriage, [...]
