Change.
I hate it. Change. I’m terrible at it. At the same time, if a decision is made, I want it done. I don’t want little steps. I don’t want the transition. I just want it done. I’m lucky. I have this man, Poe, my husband… When I say I want to do something he always backs me up 100%. I know a lot of people don’t have that. But I also know that now is not the right time. I don’t have the necessary steps in place. To make the changes now would be incredibly immature, just because I want it done. Sucks to be a grownup. I feel as though I’m on this huge precipice. All around me is sky and horizon. All I have to do is jump. But I have to wait for the sign – the sign that says, “Now. Now you jump.” I just hope that I recognize the voice.
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July 15th, 2008 at 7:48 am
You’ve just described the feel that makes me mad… awaiting of something to happen, awaiting for some sign to appear… it is so hard – to wait…
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