where i stand

I’ve flunked holidailies that’s for sure.

So. I went to the cardiologist and he got me a stress echo. And my heart is apparently fine. Which, technically, is a good thing. Except that I still have all my symptoms, and my lungs & heart are fine. I still have to get my white blood cell count checked again. But after that I don’t know.

My mom and boss both think it’s stress. Except that I don’t know what to do about it if it is. ‘Cause that’s not going to get better. I don’t think.